keep reciting the same old songs;;

infatuatedxmind @ 2009-10-14T14:15:00

2009-10-14T03:15:36Z

Please tell me someone has a link to Cartel's new album Cycles. I'm going f'n crazy here. :(

damn these electric sex pants!

2009-08-18T12:25:58Z

Hahaha okay, so I've been meaning to tell this story for a while, but I've been busy and blahblahblah.

ANYWAY SO LMAO.

I have this sort of running-joke with my sister where I like to write stupid things in her school diary or on her work. So, anyway, she always puts post-it notes on the wall in front of her desk as little reminders or whatever. One time I saw the post-it note book thing and wrote, "I SMELL LIKE BUM" and, "I'M GAY!!!" and then stuck it on her wall. It was only a few days later that I noticed she had done this on one of my Panic posters:

I LAUGHED SO HARD. SERIOUSLY LMAO. I was even on the phone to oui_mu_sissu at the time.

It amuses me so much that I haven't taken those off. I probably never will. :)

infatuatedxmind @ 2009-07-29T17:04:00

2009-07-29T07:05:58Z

lmao oh and p.s (yes im treating this as if it's twitter and i can update it AS MUCH AS A I WANT, EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY.)

Where can I find the CD Panic! at the Young Veins. You know, that double-sided CD with DOUBLE the music and double the awesome? Yeah that one.

Dooooneeeee :)

and i'm so damn tired

2009-07-07T13:24:35Z

Found that while trawling through my photobucket.

It's still just as funny as when I first saw it. Sad, though.

Maybe Brendon was telling the future from the last comment. Like, Ryan's not going to show up for practice anymore coz he chose "...GAY!!"

everything is going to be alright

2009-07-07T08:10:20Z

Someone has probably said this but I bet you anything Alex Greenwald will be Ryan's new ~singer.

My opinion is that Brendon/Spencer will still be able to go on without them (music-wise. I don't know about the rest) but Ryan/Jon will slowly fade into existence and just play music for their hippie friends.

Mmm.

I'm still angry, but not about this. Like I said. Life moved on. Maybe I'll talk about it later tonight when I can be more coherent.

i have plans, and you're not on it

2009-06-29T07:51:41Z

Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter. Post the list in your journal. Give out letters to your commenters in return.

spazzyskittles gave me N

1. Napping
2. Nuts (salted cashews FIEND)
3. Nate Novarro
4. Napoleon Dynamite
5. Notebook, The
6. Night
7. Northern Downpour - Patd
8. Nerds
9. Noodles
10. Nutella

In other news, I've been completely MIA for the past month, but I'm on holidays so I guess I'll be back to spamming you with pointless entries.

And here's the first (non)pointless thing. Bruno was on Rove last night and it was probably one of the funniest interviews I'd seen on Rove in a while. Seriously, check it out

Or just watch this part.

Omg, that was amazing.

infatuatedxmind @ 2009-06-21T18:28:00

2009-06-21T08:29:50Z

LMFAO RYAN ROSS WHAT THE FUCK?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

I CAN'T EVEN.

BREATHE.

SOMEONE.

I know, I'm overreacting... NO I'M NOT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

P.S - It takes something great to break my LJ drought. Oh my GOD.

It's okay, I wasn't drink-driving

2009-05-15T10:21:52Z

Gosh, I had too much fun being a car. I wish I was a car every day.

hahahahahahahaha

2009-04-08T10:14:26Z

Is anyone else awake for this lulsy twittersation between Zack and panic? FREAKIN LMAO.

I'm waiting for Brendon to pop up and say something ridic like, "i cant find my underwear."

EDIT:

amazondotjon@zachdft @thisisryanross @thespencersmith GET OFF THE INTERNET

LMFAOOOOOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA OH SHIT OMG. SHIT OMG.

This is just too funny.

I did not just do this

2009-04-05T05:15:28Z

http://twitter.com/iamajeanius

Lmao. Follow me. And hit me up with yours.

rolling in suburbia, have a smoke, it's disturbia

2009-04-04T00:57:15Z

Omg, ya'll are probably going to say, "Pfft, whatever" BUT I AM BACK :DDDDD

I'm on a two week break right now because the school term has finished. I have two weeks of pure bliss and freedom. Jeaaaaaalous?

Actually, this is all I've been doing at school:

Anyway, WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING? You have no idea how out of the loop in bandom I am. I have no idea what's going on. Actually, I've just been lurking ryanspencerbrendons twitters. Tbh, the one who needs twitter the most is Jon. Someone needs to tell him to get onto that shit. I would really love hourly updates on his cats.

So please update me pronto. It doesn't even have to be bandom related. Hit me up with anything. How are you?

OH ONE MORE THING. I'm assuming most of you have read the perks of being a wallflower? Anyway, so I've been trying to find this book for ages coz it seems like it doesnt exist here. I found it, I read it in 8 hours, and I loved it. The end confused me a little bit. Tell me if I'm wrong but was he molested by his aunt? Is that what it was? I don't want to be wrong or else I've missed the whole point of the book. You can tell me if I'm wrong, and explain to me what happened.

Cheers :D

beckett, please!

2009-03-01T04:41:53Z

Hello, first day of Autumn. My favourite season :)

Summer didn't seem to last that long. Seriously, for the past 3 years in Australia it seemed like summer was 2 weeks of 40C/100F days, and then winter lasts for 6 months. Mother Nature seems to have the same mindset as me.

Lmfao, Ryan Ross, you amuse me more and more. The President has a twitter so I'm getting one too! Wow, Ryan. The President also runs his own country. WILL YOU RUN YOUR OWN, TOO? D: I'd love to see Ryan run his own country. The first Sunday of every month would be, like, Beatles Appreciation Day. Leather jackets and paisley would be the national costume. ~~Marijuana would be legalised~~. Pete Wentz would own everything from Starbucks to the company that runs Build-A-Bear. Lmao, I'd like to see that.

I'm sorry I haven't been a very good LJ friend. Life decided to slap me in the face and said, "BITCH, PAY ATTENTION TO ME!"

Anyway. I'm thinking about dressing up for my Swimming Carnival at school. I'm in blue house, so anyone have any suggestions to anything blue that I can dress up as? My friend said that she could come as a strawberry and I can dress up as a blueberry. Lmfao, I def said no.

"no, she' just a slightly hormonic midget"

2009-02-10T08:02:40Z

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE! Lmao, this is big news for me. It's my first ever real injury.

So here's what happened. I'm in the building now with stairs, which is new. I was talking to my friend about a work assessment task, casually freaking out to her whilst I hopped down on each step. I wasn't being overly spastic, but I was going down pretty hyper-ly. Lmao.

Anyway, so I'm walking down and then BAM! I roll my right ankle and I hear this HUGE CRRRRRRRRRRRCK! It was the grossest sound I had ever heard. I screamed so loud and luckily there were only a few people around coz it was 5 minutes after the last bell. All my friends turned around to look at me like OMG ARE YOU OKAY? I had to sit down for 10 minutes and then hobble all the way to the back carpark. Not to mention the fact that a teacher nearly ran me over with his car and was all, "LOLOL DONT MAKE ME RUN YOU OVER!" Okay, he didn't say LOLOL but whatever.

I went to the doctor and it's just a sprain. My friend was like, "JUST a sprain? JUST A SPRAIN??" Lmao, so now she's offering her, "move out of the way" services for me tomorrow.

It's kind of funny because people laugh at me and simultaneously feel sorry for me. Like, they'll laugh at my expense or say, "JEAN, YOU LOSER!" Hahahahha.

It's very difficult tbh. I have to go up/down stairs every day and my friends walk too fast so I have to hobble really quickly to keep up. Ah, well.

"He wanted... me."

2009-02-05T07:51:57Z

I had to watch this video today in media because we're looking at the way trailers are made.

Omg, it's so damn funny. I love it.

dont let the doctor in

2009-02-02T06:58:47Z

Hmm, so I've decided to revive gecsam . It's just my REAL real life journal about school and friends and all that jazz. Add it if you want.

Two things sucked about today. One, I woke up to replays of Federer bawling his eyes out on TV and two, I had to survive school on 4 hours sleep. And it already sucked.

That's all I have to say.

this is your chance to shine

2009-02-01T08:46:53Z

I'm waiting for the Federer vs Nadal game and I HOPEHOPEHOPE to baby Jesus that Federer wins. I'd hate to see him cry if he loses. And then his heart will be broken. I hate seeing sad!federer.

I go back to school tomorrow. Boo, you whore. This year isn't going to be fun at all. Or, well, it could be but I know it won't be able to top last year. 2008 = best year.

So anyway. I was just thinking about this today in church (out of all places). Hypothetically, if Brendon Urie was gay I think I'd like it better if he stayed in the closet. I mean, good for him if he wants to come out, but then it wouldn't be much fun then, would it? Like, you'd see Brendon doing something positively homosexual and instead of saying, "OMG, HE IS SO GAY!" you'd have to add, "OH, RIGHT. COZ HE IS!" There isn't much fun in that.

I like the mystery behind his homosexuality. Or, well, any of the gays at the disco. I like being all, "Oooh, now what does that 'BOYS INCLUDED' comment mean? Is he serious? Is he joking?"

IT'S THE MYSTERY THAT'S INTRIGUING!

Hmm. OH LOL. Wtf is up with Joe's jewfro? It's like an out of control animal that landed on his head. I like it.

Okay, I'm off to watch tennis. 13 days til VALENSPENCE. So find that special someone soon. :DDD I already have mine but she's busy chasing firecrotches.

posting for the sake of posting

2009-01-30T11:49:40Z

Omg, so after being on holidays since early December, I'm going back to school on Monday. -cries- A part of me just wants to go back so I can see all my friends again and get back to a routine. But then a major part of me wants to be on holidays forever: watching The OC/QAF, going out to the beach or the city, lazing around, reading, talking to my ebiffs, sleeping in. Omg, I'm going to miss all that so much. ]]:

I can't believe I'm in year 11. I'm graduating next year. I have to start thinking about courses and mid-year exams that are actually important. I need to start going on the Internet less and sorting out my priorities and getting organised and omg.

I guess this is what you call "growing up".

Anywaaaay. In other news.

+ I LOOOOOOOOVE ADAM BRODY. Unf. Someone tell me what the hell he's doing with his life.
+ Yes, I officially like (I won't go as far as saying love. We're not at that yet.) Gilmore Girls. It's a good show.
+ My school timetable SUCKS. Out of two weeks I only get one day where I get to go home early. I have a psycho lady for Engleez whilst everyone else has better teachers.
+ I really need someone to bounce ideas with for my Hollywood/Blow-up Doll AU. Wow, who thought Hollywood and blow up doll would merge in one fic? And hahahahaaha. In bandom, who are the two LEAST likely people to be actors? Ryan Ross & Pete Wentz (omg he's an atrocious actor). And what do I do? I make them stars. Ahh, power to the fic.
+ I'm starting to warm up to guy who's all, "omg lulz it's just a crush". He's alright.
+ If you want to see all my photos from the Australian Open: clickclickclick. Add me while you're at it. :]

That's all.

TWO YEARS!

2009-01-25T10:51:06Z

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, ARNI, SLICKY, SUN, PB OR J, IDNO WHICH ONE YOU ARE, oui_mu_sissu

I love you so much. This past two years would be nothing without you. I miss you so much and I hope those firecrotches don't try and manhandle you. Everything that I can think of that makes me happy will have some relation to you in whatever way. Apples. Brendon. Fic. Brendon. Panic. Brendon. Cards. Brendon. Everything. You know what I'm thinking about right now? Handy's non-offensive national anthem. LOL.

I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE YOU SO MUCH!

dreams

2009-01-20T12:51:09Z

I had a dream last night that was really... weird. It wasn't weird, it just seemed really ~symbolic.

There were these four ladders stacked up on each other. Okay, not so much ladders, but just one very long ladder divided into four parts. Anyway, then me, President Obama (getting ahead of myself but his inauguration is going to happen soon!) and my biffle Meg were all climbing on it. Obama was guiding me and Meg was making sure that I didn't fall off the ladder. Then Obama told me that I should stop at the level I felt most comfortable.

So we kept climbing, and the higher we got the more the ladder started to sway a bit. I got up to the second highest level and I stopped because it was swaying too much. Then Obama said to me, "Do you feel the most comfortable on this level?" I thought about, looked at Meg, and then said, "Yes, I like it here."

And then we went back down.

What the hell was that about? Whoaaa.

Anyway, TENNIS IS FUN AS HELL. I've already been an inch away from the top three male players. Djokevic was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and all I could do was STARE at him. It had to be then that I realised he's actually not bad looking. And omg, Federer. Unf. I love him so much. He skipped the section I was in during signing where most of the people were BUT I'LL BE BACK ON THURSDAY TO HUNT HIM DOWN.

AND GUYS. ANDY RODDICK. SHIRTLESS. TRAINING. IN THE HEAT. SHIRTLESS. BALLS. SHIRTLESS. UNFUNFUNFUNF.

OMG AND LOL. So many sexy guys everywhere with no shirts on and accents and omg. There was this one French guy who was standing next to me and he was all, "I zink ze game startz at seven-sirty." IT WAS SO FKN ADORABLE. I nearly awww-ed in his face. I wanted to keep him forever. Or just stand next to him forever. And the paramedics! DUUUUDE. A lot of good looking guys are paramedics. And, okay, maybe I do remember that someone told me that he wanted to be a paramedic who I think is v v sexy and who I did like and okay I'll shut up. but yeah.

I'm obv having a very good time. :D

in a dilemmaz!

2009-01-12T02:10:41Z

I'm actually thinking about signing up for bandombigbang even though I haven't written anything in aaaaages. Okay, I lie. I haven't posted anything in aaaaaaages.

I really have wanted to write that "Brendon-is-a-sex-doll-turned-real-life-human-being" but the more I think about, the more I keep doubting myself.

I don't know if I'm going to have time with starting school again and all. But I know that it'll be a great way for me to take my mind off some things.

-sigh-

"they came for the queer and stayed for the folk"

2009-01-08T03:05:34Z

Someone needs to rec me really, really good Brian/Justin (QAF) fic for me. I'm too lazy to find it, or even if I do go looking for it I doubt I'll find anything good.

I'm having withdrawals from good fic. :/

it was the fairydust in the sky that made me smile the most

2009-01-01T01:00:30Z

IT'S 2009!

happy new year, everyone. :] Hope y'all celebrate 'til the morning like I did. Well, nearly. I pretty much passed out on my bed at about 2-3am (can't remember lmao) and was occasionaly woken up by various text messages reminding me it was 2009. Lmao, as if I could forget!

Yesterday was a good day. I went down to Docklands and I discovered that the sales there are better than anywhere else. I bought a cute little black skirt and a white singlet because I've been looking for those two items everywhere and I've never been satisfied! So much for my "let me turn gangstah this year!" Hahaha. I watched the fireworks down by the Yarra and it was so beautiful. Then when I got home, Arni called me and popped my phone call cherry for 09 like she did last year. Hahahahaha.

I'M 16 IN 5 DAYS!

ARE YOU EXCITED? I'M EXCITED! It means I can be ~legal. Lmao, well, not the drinking. BUT THE SEX. HAHAHAHA. Legal~ sex. :| As if I don't fuck my bbs already, legal or not! Hahaha. But, yeah. 16 is pretty big for me. And you know what the scary thing is? I'm graduating high school NEXT YEAR. Shiiii-et. That's so fucking scary. Ah, well. I'll have to get through this year first.

Anyway, you guys go on living in 2008 (HAHAHAHAHAH SUX2BU) whilst I go enjoy the new year. :DDD

waiting on you

2008-12-29T09:44:41Z

Can I just ask a random question? if someone said to you, "your beauty is monstrous" would you take that as "immense and large in size" or "monster-like"? Lmao. I'm still thinking about it now.

And, um. If anyone has a blogspot, link me rn so I can ~follow you. Lmao. And no I will not get a tumblr. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up!

OH LOL DID YOU KNOW? I will be in 2009 whilst some of you are still stuck in the past. How interesting. :DD

OH ONE MORE THING. I never liked GIlmore Girls due to the fact that I don't believe anyone is that witty in real life. However, my tune has changed all because I found out that at one point Milo Ventiglimia, Jared Padelecki and Adam fucking Brody were all on it. In one season. IN THE SAME SCENES AT TIMES. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SHOW NOW?

Especially after the Adam Brody thing. I wish i had an Adam Brody. There's something about nerdy, cute guys who ramble too much that is very, very sexy. Unf, Adam Brody. UNF.

Omg, i used to have an Adam Brody icon. Me want one. Now.

GET FESTIVUS

2008-12-24T09:53:47Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS FLIST!

I'm wishing you and your loved ones a very very Merry Christmas. Eat as much as you can, don't peek at your presents even if they are all nice-lookin' and Brendon-shaped, and, um, SING ZEE CAROLS AS LOUD AS YOU CAN!

Have a lovely holiday!

<3333
jean

early nights thinking of you

2008-12-23T11:15:36Z

I know I've died, I'm sososososo sorry!

Today I sent off my Christmas cards. Yaaaayyy! :]

Christmas Eve tomorrow. I don't what's happening.

Ummm, this is just a quickie, lmao. If anyone wants to tell me anything interesting that has happened lately, FEEL FREE TO DO SO!

And the bden gossip post on f_bg has me in the lols. I do like to think that he fucks anything that moves. But sers. I'd clamp my hand on his shoulder, give him a whole hamper that consists of different flavoured condoms and lube, and say to him, "Son, always remember to use protection. Just hang in there, champ! You're doing a good job."

Lmao. My life.